Fairytale
'cause I don't care for your fairytales
You're so worried about the maiden though you know
She's only waiting on the next best thing
Snow White is doing dishes again cause
What else can you do
With seven itty-bitty men?
Sends them to bed and calls up a friend
Says will you meet me at midnight?
The tall blonde lets out a cry of despair says
Would have cut it myself if I knew men could climb hair
I'll have to find another tower somewhere and keep away from the windows
This is my life and my story
I'm telling.
And no, I'm not that interested in
your drama. :)
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Saturday, January 16, 2010,3:43 AM
another song I love :3
I've been listening to this song
and I like it's sound and lyrics
here's the normal mv and the anime version of the mv
and the lyrics below them.
this song is the opening song of the anime "Letter Bee".
enjoy! :3
music video :3
anime version
Lyrics;
Anyway, I just wanna run away from this town,
While still dark, on the empty road, we set off
Where should I go to follow the future?
Dunno, it's just the two of us, we're just running
And throw away our cellphones and INSTALL freedom- or so I thought
"I'm nervous," you laughed, searching your pocket
Morning reflected in the windows when the first train passed us by
And it followed us like the light of a flashlight
"Hey, where are we going?""We're going wherever." Hand in hand grasped tightly
I'm going, you went, the day it began
I don't wanna hear them, some honor student's words
It's not REAL to me, so don't expect me to stop
Can you hear that? I still gave my best
Even if the voice always grows hoarse, I'm coming for you
Before the summer ghosts go wild, I take my only hope,
Which lit up the future like the light of a flashlight
"Hey, whatcha wanna do?""I wanna do anything." A morning glow dyed shirt,
My thoughts, your wishes, the day it began
[ending rap]
Runaway, runaway, runaway, yup!
Anywhere, go farway, yup!
I we get separated, if it's dark, if it gets like this, and I hate it, but can't help it
Even if the MORALISTS kick up a fuss
Even if the NIHILISTS laugh
And even if the REALISTS say it's useless
This show already started, it's the main point,
It's late already and we just started walking along the highway
The scenery moves in slow motion as we're heading towards some destination we've never seen
Forward, forward, forward, forward, with a new name and address
Let's get started, new drama, my new partner!
The ache of thinking about someone, in that AGONY
I wanna find a meaning, a meaning or maybe two
"Hey, where are we going?""We're going wherever." Hand in hand grasped tightly
I'm going, you went, the day it began
Let's Escape...Uh! DREAM's captive
Let's Escape...Uh! Fate's dancer
Let's Escape...Uh! Let's elope towards a morning no one can stop anymore!
Let's Escape...Uh! DREAM's captive
Let's Escape...Uh! Fate's dancer
Let's Escape...Uh! Let's elope towards a summer where nobody can bother us anymore!
Let's Escape
Let's Escape
Let's Escape
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Met up with Mei ying for late dinner today :P Super fun ! lols, I thought she'll notice me when I walk into the shop Hahax, turns out, she too focus on wrapping the product never notice me ;3
I took a walk around the shop, saw this cute bear key chain! Since my current handphone decoration a little drity thought that its time to put it to rest :)
Mei Ying was quite stunned to see me when I went to the counter XD like "eh?! What time did you reach?!" then I replied "not long ago :) you were too focused to see me" :)
Since it wasn't time to close shop, I took the chance to walk around Best and Challenger since I wanted to find new headphones :) Cause my old ear piece died on me one or two weeks back, I was stuck with ear plugs >.< Which I really don't like :(...
I super love this new PINK headphones! Hee hees, I liked the ice blue one but was worried that I'd give off the kind of unfriendly/unsociable feeling so I went with lovable pink! :9
We chat a lot as we ate at the mac at harbourfront, Mei ying had lots of fun looking through the school magazine that I brought along with me, we were laughing like mad. Hope we didn't create too much noise though >.< we didn't notice at that point of time:) was having to much fun just by laughing :3
Afterwards, we left Mac at around 10.45pm and we chit chatted all the way to kovan :) fuunniest thing was that we both got motion sick while riding the MRT !! Which is odd cause it runs very steadily and smooth! Must be because we're full and we kept on turning to face each other for the whole 20 plus minutes :9
Mei Ying accidentally got off the bus a stop further than she intended and I was pretty much "lols" Whereas I was too excited about wanting to use my headphones I nearly got forgot to press for the bell to get off Xd
It was a fun end to this day :) signing off for now I'll be back soon :)
Monday, January 11, 2010,5:25 PM
Thank you for your grace~
Hey all :) its been awhile since I last posted. Did you miss me?
Well, to start off. I got back my 'O' level results today! And I brought back my result slip :) Thanks to my mom paying my school fees on Friday :P It brought me relief when she pass me the money on Friday XD
I was ensured that I could bring back my results. YAY !! :)
I didn't do fantastically well, neither did I score horribly. But it's kinda sore topic, so when talking about it don't comment too much kays? For L1R2B2 I scored 22 points. Eng; B3 Combined Humanities; C6 Maths; C6 Combined Science; B4 Art; B3 Chinese; D7
I officially throw my hat in on Chinese, it's my 3rd try and this is what I get. So just leave it...
Mathematics well.... it was never my strong subject, I'm just glad that for my 2nd try it improved. Humanities... erm...well... I'm really sorry Mrs Yong and Mr Teo. For not scoring better, I did all I could though.
Art? Well, what to say? :) It's not a distinction but I'm good with scoring a B3 (^-^) v I was hoping for more but oh wells You can't really predict art :)
English, hmms... B3 ... What do I say? I'm just glad that it wasn't any worse, I was so worried that I might get C5 or something. Why? You ask? When the people around me say that my English is quite strong? Well, you just never know! I didn't feel that I did quite well on that =x I just thank God for His grace that I was able to get B3.
Seeing that I didn't do so well you might ask did I cry? Do I feel sad?
Do I feel sad? Sure thing! Of course I feel sad, I didn't score as I intentionally planned. Only those that did fantastically well or scored their desired points won't feel sad :)
Did I cry? Well I didn't cry... But I think it's more of in a matter of time I will, when I stop numbing myself to my inner self I guess.
For now, I kinda feel forced and restrained. I'm not letting any emotion flow...
When I think of God's grace I guess I will cry. Because of this B3, 85% of the course is available to me So, I don't have much complaints :)
I'm signing off for now:P All the best to everyone that got back your results, and as bad as your situation may be. Don't forget the silver lining on every cloud, while the whole cloud may be gray, black, white or whatever color there is. The silver lining is always there :)
Wednesday, January 6, 2010,2:50 AM
sadly to say....
Sadly to say, I can't believe a facebook quiz nailed me like a bullz eye ......
Do you know that my school fees have not been paid?? That I have about $900++ outstanding? Well, now you know...
I've been thinking that if my mom doesn't pay the school fees by 'O' level collection day I won't show up to collect my results at all...
I don't want to face that feeling of disappointment again. In December 2008, when I went to collect my 'N' level results, I was overjoyed that I scored 1st place in my school. But when it was time for collecting it... I was brokenhearted that I can't bring my prize home with me
What perfect irony this is... to this day, my result slip is still in the general office collecting dust.
I'm really confused. I don't want to face this again. I've been reminding my mom over and over again. But since 2008, nothing has been done. Screw this accursed situation for rearing its ugly head... I've tried again and again to let it slide, forgive and forget.
Heck, my mom doesn't even know how much this means to me. She can't hear the panic in my voice... She could never hear it until afterwards, until she sees me crying.
As if I'll want to cry in front of her... she'll just say, Why are you crying? don't cry , don't waste your tears...
Then for what occasion should I cry?!
Should I pay the school fees with the money from my part time job? God in heaven, Please help me! Someone, Help!
Sunday, January 3, 2010,10:11 PM
Back for the moment :P
Wow, I really took a long break from blogging. In the blink of an eye we're already in 2010.
So much has happened, I regret certain stuff, I enjoyed certain stuff. Hated things and love things as well
I've been on a roller coaster ride and I'm stepping off of it. Cause all roller coaster does is go up an down. Sometimes side to side, and the 360 loop and you're back to where you're stared.
Instead, I'm believing in climbing my own mountains. Conquering it and moving on to greater things, That's what I'm trusting God for.
Tagboard
your tagboard here. Well, that's what it says but frankly I don't want to have it anymore, it's my story here so either say your comments about my life in my face or say nothing at all :)
So let's do something productive with the space!
Like bible verses!
Happy Day!
Who is a God like you, who pardons sin and forgives the transgression of the remnant of his inheritance? You do not stay angry forever but delight to show mercy.
As above mentioned, here's my profile.
I'm 19 this year, born on the 21st of October (Major hint!) and I'm pretty
much growning crazier by the year.
Things I want to learn and do in my lifetime:
Violin
Guitar
Piano
Snowboarding
Travel around the world
Be healthy
Archery
Fall in love
Own a branded charm bracelet *so that it doesn't rust easily
Japanese Language
Korean Language
Knit
There are quite a number of things I wanna learn and honestly, I have no idea of how to accomplish them all. Even so, these will take me quite awhile...
Can be quite direct,sarcastic or lame. I sing songs at random points of time just for the fun of it.
This will be where I'll be venting out my feelings and some of my nonsensical thoughts as well and what happens in
a day of my life. I love God with all I am and is attending City Harvest church!!
Aother note is that I write online stories so if you're curious you can check them out here >> http://www.wattpad.com/user/violynn
Things I like:
-God :)
-City Harvest Church,
-N266,
-Art lessons in school,
-reading books,
-Jpop/Kpop/Mando pop
-manga/manhwa,
-anime,
-dreaming,
-writing,
-singing,
-watching tv ( CSI, CSI:NY, Project Runway, Take Home Chef, Anthony Bourdain's no reservations, Oprah winfry, etc)
-Watching movies! (strictly no horror!)
Things I don't like:
To find out, know me on a personal level :)
Things to note:
This is my life in bold, italics and underlining.
This is my song or fairytale whichever you wish to call it, be it fast or slow,
gentle or intense. This is how my emotions are able to be conveyed, sometimes words
don't come out the way I intented them to and body language gets misinterpreted.
I'm generally a nice person with lots of patience and cold/lame jokes.
We can joke around and have fun, catch a movie, meet up for meals, talk about anime,
manga/manhwa...etc,etc
Don't mess with my friends or family, cause my time bomb is NOT to be
played with cause there might be nothign left of you when I'm done.
Education thus far:
Xinmin Primary
Bowen Secondary
Republic Polytechnic: DCID!! << current course and school I'm studying at :)
