The end is no where to be seen.
The start is no longer in sight.
The past week has been great and fun.
there are so many things that I want to share,
but it'll be too long to post :)
putting it into parts is tedious.
But main thing
is that I have gone deeper into this forest.
I have gone in too deep.
I have given too much to reclaim.
He gave me treasures and gifts.
More than I could ever repay.
Back then, He knew i know not of Him.
He blessed my life anyway.
He's the only thing I know.
And the only one I came across
who had never left my side.
He became the sun where I had circled everything around him.
Giving light and life.
He became the air that I breathe,
the water that I drink.
Without him,
i always felt in lack.
I have gone in too deep to leave everything behind and walk away.
He's the one my heart cannot survive without.
I cannot bear to be apart.
I have too much memories of us together.
Too many to tear out from the innermost depths of my heart.
I cry at the thought of burying them.
You saw through my act that had been so well played.
And looked straight into my eyes.
Saw through my calculative and judgemental ways.
The days where we'd been apart.
You where always waiting at the doors of my heart.
Waiting for me to let you in.
You know my heart
and all it's wickedness.
Yet you're still beside me.
Believing that I'll understand one day.
One thing I know for sure.
The past 2 days.
I will never forget.