Fairytale
'cause I don't care for your fairytales
You're so worried about the maiden though you know
She's only waiting on the next best thing
Snow White is doing dishes again cause
What else can you do
With seven itty-bitty men?
Sends them to bed and calls up a friend
Says will you meet me at midnight?
The tall blonde lets out a cry of despair says
Would have cut it myself if I knew men could climb hair
I'll have to find another tower somewhere and keep away from the windows
This is my life and my story
I'm telling.
And no, I'm not that interested in
your drama. :)
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Sunday, October 25, 2009,12:32 AM
Jack of all trades?
'O' levels are just around the corner
>.<
But for some reason... my heart isn't entirely focused on it... I'm flooded with the desires of my heart; what I want to learn, what do I want to do in Poly. Photography? Pastry chef? Singer?
The clear line I thought I had isn't as defined as I remembered it to be... Wanting to learn the guitar, violin, dance, Japanese, Korean and Italian language...
My heart dearly loves music, with all it's beauty and majesty. The sound an instrument is able to create is amazing... God is truly awesome to be able to create something that is so beautiful and touch our heart at the same time. Music is a powerful thing, don't you think so?? :)
But... all these things that I want to do... will that make me a jack of all trade and a master of none? One thing I know for sure is that I'll make some of these true:)
It's never too late to learn something. after 'o' levels I mean :)
I've been crying so much these past few days, partially because of stress and that I'm overwhelmed by God's love. It seems that whenever he's here, I get goosebumps or I cry... it's almost like an immediate effect >.< okay sometimes I'll have this silly smile because I'm glad to meet him.
Time and time again... what do I do? I wish it would rain... I love the rain. though many in other places would disagree about it regardless I love it because the temperature is lower... it's nicer to sleep... and the sun always come after the rain :)
anyone willing to lend me their camera ? wanna take some pictures of the city like a tourist does :) Gonna use it for my O' level coursework :) Any kind soul that will take up my request?? oh wells >.<
Why does my birthday have to be the day before science practicals?? guess I have to celebrate the day I came to the world worrying over chemicals and precipitate...
currently enjoying this song :)
Yes,this is from fullmetal alchemist: Brotherhood. What can I say? I'm a big fan of the show :)
Will blog again soon :) .... i hope
Wednesday, October 14, 2009,2:53 PM
Was supposed to go out to take photos for o level prep work today, but didn't in the end cause of rain.... was kinda bummed.
When to deviantart.com to looking for info and artists for coursework too :) sadly didn't find much of what I wanted to find...
been reading manhwa recently, didn't know that korean comics were that good :) i love; he's dedicated to roses Bring it on! Bride of the water god Angel diaries
Was also watching anime as well, i find the show "miracle train" to be super funny with lots of well drawn guys ~swoon :)
Feeling a little panicky right now and I feel that there are a lot of things swirling in my head. ~maybe i can blog a part with >>> Things swirling in my head. 1.exams 2.studying 3.Art research 4.meeting up with friends 5.movies ..... and the list goes on...
hmms....maybe not. if i did that, i might bore everyone with the same old problems in my head... ***************************** What have you conjured up today? my bubbling pot of emotions...
what i have for you today... is sadness and disappointment; you did not accomplish what you set out to do today. will that happen for you exams as well? loneliness; you wish for a best friend, a bff you have good friends whom you cherish with all your heart but they already have a bff. *****************************
Sigh... the same problems haunting me again... since the problems haven't changed, i guess i haven't changed as well. >.< God!! Change me, I don't wanna be the same.
Pot of emotions what do you have for me today? Sigh ... its been super long since I last blogged and I feel like I'm getting rusty ~
I originally intended to blog once or twice a week. But it became weeks, even months >.<
Pot of emotions what are you made of today? ~a little guilty... i didn't go for the evening prayer meeting when I said I'd be going >.< super sorry>.<
~a little laziness... I know, its 'O' levels, and i'd whack myself in the head hard if i wasn't afraid of pain.. ~tiredness Its not an emotion. girl? But anyway, it's how the body and brain work together
Even through these bgs looked O - to o tress The lacking drive~ want i need to see my see myself aHHhHhhhHHH. wordless-song :)
Tagboard
your tagboard here. Well, that's what it says but frankly I don't want to have it anymore, it's my story here so either say your comments about my life in my face or say nothing at all :)
So let's do something productive with the space!
Like bible verses!
Happy Day!
Who is a God like you, who pardons sin and forgives the transgression of the remnant of his inheritance? You do not stay angry forever but delight to show mercy.
As above mentioned, here's my profile.
I'm 19 this year, born on the 21st of October (Major hint!) and I'm pretty
much growning crazier by the year.
Things I want to learn and do in my lifetime:
Violin
Guitar
Piano
Snowboarding
Travel around the world
Be healthy
Archery
Fall in love
Own a branded charm bracelet *so that it doesn't rust easily
Japanese Language
Korean Language
Knit
There are quite a number of things I wanna learn and honestly, I have no idea of how to accomplish them all. Even so, these will take me quite awhile...
Can be quite direct,sarcastic or lame. I sing songs at random points of time just for the fun of it.
This will be where I'll be venting out my feelings and some of my nonsensical thoughts as well and what happens in
a day of my life. I love God with all I am and is attending City Harvest church!!
Aother note is that I write online stories so if you're curious you can check them out here >> http://www.wattpad.com/user/violynn
Things I like:
-God :)
-City Harvest Church,
-N266,
-Art lessons in school,
-reading books,
-Jpop/Kpop/Mando pop
-manga/manhwa,
-anime,
-dreaming,
-writing,
-singing,
-watching tv ( CSI, CSI:NY, Project Runway, Take Home Chef, Anthony Bourdain's no reservations, Oprah winfry, etc)
-Watching movies! (strictly no horror!)
Things I don't like:
To find out, know me on a personal level :)
Things to note:
This is my life in bold, italics and underlining.
This is my song or fairytale whichever you wish to call it, be it fast or slow,
gentle or intense. This is how my emotions are able to be conveyed, sometimes words
don't come out the way I intented them to and body language gets misinterpreted.
I'm generally a nice person with lots of patience and cold/lame jokes.
We can joke around and have fun, catch a movie, meet up for meals, talk about anime,
manga/manhwa...etc,etc
Don't mess with my friends or family, cause my time bomb is NOT to be
played with cause there might be nothign left of you when I'm done.
Education thus far:
Xinmin Primary
Bowen Secondary
Republic Polytechnic: DCID!! << current course and school I'm studying at :)