Fairytale
'cause I don't care for your fairytales
You're so worried about the maiden though you know
She's only waiting on the next best thing
Snow White is doing dishes again cause
What else can you do
With seven itty-bitty men?
Sends them to bed and calls up a friend
Says will you meet me at midnight?
The tall blonde lets out a cry of despair says
Would have cut it myself if I knew men could climb hair
I'll have to find another tower somewhere and keep away from the windows
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This is my life and my story
I'm telling.
And no, I'm not that interested in
your drama. :)
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Sunday, May 31, 2009,3:35 AM
What to do ??
Okay.
Here's the lowdown. I did quite badly. No, scratch that. I did horribly. For someone who was the top 'N' lvl student to score 24 for L1R4 is ridiculous.
But I realize my mistake. I didn't study enough. Insufficient information was retained in the air under the hair.
*Maybe I should have burned the paper and inhaled it! Just kidding. Its just some superstition an old belief. It doesn't work.
Over the past few days as I prayed and had my quiet time I keep seeing pictures and paintings. A story-line. And in my heart. I know that soon, God wants me to paint out these images He's showing me :)
Things are gonna get tough so I guess it is time to kick it up and notch!
Gonna kick 'O' level in the face so hard too! There's no time to slack so, make it work! Its either going to be a total success or a total flop Slacking won't get me anywhere but where I am now. So, let's get our groove on!! HAIYAH!!!!
Hear me roar!! From sloth to lion! :P Jia yous!!!!
*note: photo is from deviantart.com (31 May, 2009.) (3.56 am) :)
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Thursday, May 21, 2009,10:41 PM
I've met the undertaker of exam results...
 I've met the undertaker of exam results....
I mean,
how bad can results get?
But for the 1st time since I was in Sec 3, I've received such poor scores... I feel quite depressed actually. But I guess my " defence system " kicked up. I officially feel numb.
The little good news that I have is that; Maths, (plus CA1 scores) abt 51/100 English; 53/100 Combined science; abt just pass? I didn't tabulate the marks. I passed chem by 2 Marks, failed phy by 1 Mark Art; 74 (call me greedy but it if just scored 1 more mark and I could've gotten an A1) Chinese; totally flopped. 41 Combined humanities; unknown. Geog. 21/ Ss . unknown, answer scripts have not been returned to us.
Currently feel like I'm going to shut down soon. Or rather the defence system is starting to wear off. Going off to pray, seek healing and comfort Before I hit the point of no return...
I'll blog again soon :) Hopefully it'll be good news :)
See ya!! (May 21, 11.32 pm) *photo is from www.deviantart.com
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Friday, May 15, 2009,11:27 PM
Breathe
Mid-year Exams are finally over And I can finally make some elbow space and breathe:)
After my final paper ended at 9.45 am Sharon and I went to AMK hub to watch angel and demons!!! At what time?? :P 10.50 am !!! Heeheex
We pretty much smuggled in our Subway lunch into the theatre along with our super sweet popcorn Dunno why Cathay's popcorn always taste so sweet:) But that's the way I like it XD
After the movie we walked about the mall . When to the popular shop nearby and bought myself some BRAINFOOD !!! Lols I mean some books :) Well to me, storybooks are brain food:P
Reached home around 4 pm bathed, read a lil bit and went out again at 5 pm To meet Cas at 5.30 pm :)
Coincidentally, I met Sharon again on the bus XD Singapore is really way too small :) I got off at Sengkang where I think she got off at woodlands since she's heading towards Admiralty
Bought a tuna stuffed pancake from Mr Beans and chit chat as we walked about eating our snacks :)
Went to cg afterwards :) Had lots of fun fellowshipping, giving praise and worship
All in all, I pretty much had a swell week :) How did I do for my exams?? Well I leave it to God :) I feel that I sounded a little mean or a'lil attitude today so if I accidentally caused some damage I'm really sorry >.<
Good nights, rest well Jolene, aka imperfectlife ;)
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Saturday, May 2, 2009,1:39 AM
Frustrated much??
 Been frustrated at myself lately... Why can't I express myself more?Why is that blogging can be difficult for me?Am I losing focus of what I want?Am I losing myself?Who am I really?Its at this point of time I remember.I am who I amThis easily confused side of me,the insecure part as well.There are so many things swirling inside my headsuperglued togetherwhere do I start??I'm like a bottle that's about to crack.From the fact that there's too much going on in meI feel torn,I feel like crying.Where's the rain to comfort me?More importantly,God, where are you?Psalm 23 ( NIV)came into mind when I thought about it.___________________________________________________________1 The LORD is my shepherd, I shall not be in want. 2 He makes me lie down in green pastures,
he leads me beside quiet waters, 3 he restores my soul.
He guides me in paths of righteousness
for his name's sake. 4 Even though I walk
through the valley of the shadow of death,
I will fear no evil,
for you are with me;
your rod and your staff,
they comfort me. 5 You prepare a table before me
in the presence of my enemies.
You anoint my head with oil;
my cup overflows. 6 Surely goodness and love will follow me
all the days of my life,
and I will dwell in the house of the LORD
forever. ________________________________________________________________
Or (The Message) version
1-3 God, my shepherd! I don't need a thing.
You have bedded me down in lush meadows,
you find me quiet pools to drink from.
True to your word,
you let me catch my breath
and send me in the right direction.
4 Even when the way goes through
Death Valley,
I'm not afraid
when you walk at my side.
Your trusty shepherd's crook
makes me feel secure.
5 You serve me a six-course dinner
right in front of my enemies.
You revive my drooping head;
my cup brims with blessing.
6 Your beauty and love chase after me
every day of my life.
I'm back home in the house of God
for the rest of my life. _______________________________________________________
I'm not perfect,I struggle too.Things happenAnd I feel like running from it allbut I can't,I can't bear toIt'll hurt too muchLife would be much too mundane if all I do is run...Don't' make assumptions about me okay?They'll just lead you somewhere else...
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Tagboard
your tagboard here. Well, that's what it says but frankly I don't want to have it anymore, it's my story here so either say your comments about my life in my face or say nothing at all :)
So let's do something productive with the space!
Like bible verses!
Happy Day!
Who is a God like you, who pardons sin and forgives the transgression of the remnant of his inheritance? You do not stay angry forever but delight to show mercy.
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Profile
As above mentioned, here's my profile.
I'm 19 this year, born on the 21st of October (Major hint!) and I'm pretty
much growning crazier by the year.
Things I want to learn and do in my lifetime:
Violin
Guitar
Piano
Snowboarding
Travel around the world
Be healthy
Archery
Fall in love
Own a branded charm bracelet *so that it doesn't rust easily
Japanese Language
Korean Language
Knit
There are quite a number of things I wanna learn and honestly, I have no idea of how to accomplish them all. Even so, these will take me quite awhile...
Can be quite direct,sarcastic or lame. I sing songs at random points of time just for the fun of it.
This will be where I'll be venting out my feelings and some of my nonsensical thoughts as well and what happens in
a day of my life. I love God with all I am and is attending City Harvest church!!
Aother note is that I write online stories so if you're curious you can check them out here >> http://www.wattpad.com/user/violynn
Things I like:
-God :)
-City Harvest Church,
-N266,
-Art lessons in school,
-reading books,
-Jpop/Kpop/Mando pop
-manga/manhwa,
-anime,
-dreaming,
-writing,
-singing,
-watching tv ( CSI, CSI:NY, Project Runway, Take Home Chef, Anthony Bourdain's no reservations, Oprah winfry, etc)
-Watching movies! (strictly no horror!)
Things I don't like:
To find out, know me on a personal level :)
Things to note:
This is my life in bold, italics and underlining.
This is my song or fairytale whichever you wish to call it, be it fast or slow,
gentle or intense. This is how my emotions are able to be conveyed, sometimes words
don't come out the way I intented them to and body language gets misinterpreted.
I'm generally a nice person with lots of patience and cold/lame jokes.
We can joke around and have fun, catch a movie, meet up for meals, talk about anime,
manga/manhwa...etc,etc
Don't mess with my friends or family, cause my time bomb is NOT to be
played with cause there might be nothign left of you when I'm done.
Education thus far:
Xinmin Primary
Bowen Secondary
Republic Polytechnic: DCID!! << current course and school I'm studying at :)
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